Hecate told me beforehand that she would like me to bring an egg and seeds as offering at this Full Moon. So I did it, but also added an apple on the altar as I like to share a fruit with my Goddess at my Full Moon Rituals. I broke the egg over the seeds and spill everything on the ground, next to a tree in the park deepen in darkness and silence across the street. Once back inside, Goddess came to me and tried to talk, but I was too tired and could not stay focused. Although I had everything ready for automatic writing I asked to be excused for I cannot concentrate. This is what I learned to do lately as at first contacts when I could not concentrate anymore, I was simply fading back in physical world, without even saying the spirit it was going to happen (because I didn’t
knew it was). The Goddess smiled, hit my forehead with finger and told: ‘Mind you what you do with your mind. Because what you do with your mind is what you do with your life’.
Today I returned to my altar, lit a candle and burned incense. Breathed until relaxed then failed in trance. Hecate kind of was around of me all day but waited until I got in the proper state. I met Her in a totally dark emptiness. No landscapes, no meadow, creek or even a chair. Only black void, Her and myself. She was cloaked.
‘Is that simple. In order to meet us you have to really want and to believe you do. That will cause you rising energy so much to be able to contact your desired God, Goddess, Demon or any other spirit.
Fire, smoke, flames, vibrations are simply means to organize your mind and your energies according to certain patterns, so you can ascend. As I already told you, your mind is the portal between your physicality and the rest of Universe, that also includes the what you call ‘the spirit world’ which is in fact another level of energy, different of yours. If you do not rise your energy with your desire and belief we simply don’t hear. It would be like a ringtone that is too low and one cannot distinguish from the surrounding regular noise. We won’t answer to your evocation because we won’t hear your call. We won’t come. Some people have bad experiences with what they think to be spirits and this happen because they are not open enough and the energy they rise instead of going out to create a string of connection dwells in them, meet their own fears and anger and feed them. They don’t open their doors because of fear and this fear turns against them. I know you keep asking yourself why Belial is ‘nice’ with you while others keep telling such terrible stories about Him. I also know you won’t dare to ask Him about this 🙂 The reason is this: He is a powerful spirit. You feel protected around Him, right? (I nodded). When someone feels overwhelmed of this power, they close themselves to the flow of the energy and instead of making connection they simply mirror their brain. Real demons won’t hurt people as they have no desire nor reason to do it. The demons made by humans might however do that.
None of these ‘ritual stuff’: fire, vibration or smoke, not even the blood sheds which were done in ancient times ‘recreates’ us in physical world as some believe. What cause us go down on an intermediary level of energy is your true desire to meet us. This is ‘the energy’ that ‘recreate’ us. Is quite similarly with teleportation. Energy is used to travel between worlds and realms. So it really happen. Is true. For the reasons I just gave a vision is not just ‘a spasm of the brain’, is something that happen, only not totally in your physical world. Is partly here, partly elsewhere – on a higher level of energy. This is also the meaning of ascension and why you have to be able to do this. Devolving from here is also why we do not interfere in the physical world. The responsibility for this plane lays totally in your hands. You manage it how you want, but you have to know what you do and take the consequences. So it is with your journey back to spiritual awareness. We can guide but won’t ‘take the pain for you’. This is the bullshit religions always promise – that somebody will do the whole work instead of practitioner. Things as such are a simple matter of corruption, aiming to drain material resources and energy from those who think they can spare that solitary work from self to self. From void to void. Genuine spirituality always grows in loneliness. Herds can only be deceived. They ask for deceiving from how they pile up, flesh body close to another flesh body, trying to keep their natural awareness of spirit asleep. Empaths and those who awakened their spirit won’t feel well in crowds because even not always at conscious level, they infallibly perceive all those lies and made up stories. Now is time for you to go back, as I think I answered to all the questions you gathered lately’.
I thanked Goddess for everything and she caressed my face and hair instead of answering me something. I left myself to fail back from the void and shortly was on the floor of my room. Through the open window the cries of gulls kept ripping the night’s silence, to be carried away by the wind gusts, through the darkness. The place was energetically active for all the rest of the night.