There is destruction in every ecstasy, there is a seed of death blooming inside you every time when you go to the rapture for the boundaries of the Universe get dissolved within you and everything what there is rushes inside you making you infinite and containing all what there is and some of the things that there are not.
A demon feels hot and freezing in the same time when is touched. Hands go very cold. It is a raspy touch and there is always a sense of void a knowing that your hand can go through Him although the skin feels silk and the flesh firm. Sometimes He gets in energetical human form with chackras like ours, but much more powerful and then He connects to you through heart and sacral chackras through lips, and voidy eyes and bow chackras also through his hand chackras holding your back. You feel absorbed inside Him, while clogging harder and being reshaped by the power of His Fire. What you have in your grasp is a firm human-like body but also the Void Itself that absorbs, destructs and builds you up all over again. It is an intoxicating feeling of endless and forever fall. Until you realize the Universe in itself is a Demon – vast, void, frightening, cold, lonely, infinite powerful, absorbing, dissolving and reshaping everything.