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A gab with a God

I just closed my eyes and… I was on a craggy peak. Thin, cold air was burning my lungs. There were a slight mist and the sky was cludy.

– Lirach Tasa Vefa Velich Belial…

– It was about time…

– What for now??

– A change. Life changes, It’s their nature. The very nature of the Universe – that is set in motion by the Spirit. Spirit is never still, for it is what drives everything forth.

– I am concerned about myself…

– Very selfless 🙂

– Wit…

– Sure.

– Will it be a hard one?

– If you’d know before hand what is to come, where’d be the fun then?

– So, is going to be a fun part, yet? Until now – not so much…

– You are complaining.

– Do I?

His brown cloack was fluttering in the almost fallen wind.

– Tell me something yet untold – a hidden truth about Universe, to take it with me down there. So I have You with me for all the rest of the time.

– I am always with you and will be for ever. And there are no hidden truths of the Universe. Literaly no secrets As part of the Universe, you already know everything.

– Are you part of the Universe, too?

– Yes and no.

– How that?

– While you call me forth with words that can be uttered by a being of this Universe, then I am.

– And there is… more?

– For sure.

– Can I stay in your presence for a while?

– As long as you can focus.

– Thank you.

Once again I closed eyes, trying to dam thoughts` waves. Scintilating lights were dancing behind my lids. Soon, too soon, air become more breathable and temperature warmer. I was in my gloomy room and Luna was barking outside. A slender rain began, quenching the Earth’s thirst.

Demons and Dragons, Magic, Magick, Withcraft, Sorcery, Spirituality and Mysticism

The Salamander in my stove

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My heart was pounding hard the ribs’ cage when I arrived at the village where I was moving. It was late in the night and I could feel powerfully the energetic imprint of the Dark Divine. I felt the back extension of Anahata pulsing and my black wings were about to unfold.
Lord Belial informed me beforehand I will be protected as well as will be the house. I was keeping reciting His enn on the way there: Lirach Tasa Vefa Velich Belial.
In the first few nights every single time I woke up I felt the presence of the powerful demon around. Like He was keeping an eye on me. The energy of the house was very clean and in the first morning I started to ask myself about who can be the spirits of the house and what offering should I make to them. Then Lord Belial told me they are from His Legions. “You’ll see”, He said.

At the New Moon I called forth Goddess Hecate to assist me at a destruction ritual – I burned everything what did not serve me anymore, including some books form my abrahamic path. I kept opening the stove door then all of a sudden I saw a spirit though camera lens. He looked like a man, just small, well-built, bearded, with breastplates and with a spear. Eyes were dark. There wasn’t even a shadow of smile on his face. He looked like he guarded the fire. I knew right away he was a a fire elemental. Also I freaked out. He realized I saw him and got scared, so he disappeared. Since I moved in the house, I light the fire very easy every day and feel his presence like a protective spirit. The wood in the stove lasts really long. The energy of the house is as I said, very clean. So I dared to ask some questions. He told me he was sent by my Patron to whose legions he belonged. Also he confirmed he was a fire elemental. He told me he lives in fire and had the power over it but was not made from fire. Actually he doesn’t have a body at all. He is a pure spirit. The Salamander instructed me to keep the stove clean, without crumbs and stains as it is the place where he lives. Also teach me how to light the fire easy and to change my way of clothing so I stay warm even outside without being dressed too heavy. I cleaned the stove very well and my room and made an offering to him – some dried herbs, turmeric and olive oil. He asked for frankincense next day, which I did. He like mint and sage as well. I tried to offer him abit of banana and a strawberry but he told me eat them myself. “It would be like I’d give you some Uranium, so you don’t miss the experience of having an Uranium meal. 🙂
After a wile, he gained trust in me also was assured I won’t freak out and showed the real shape, as a beautiful salamander with ruby eyes and a wavy strong body in the color of white ashes with abit of dark ruby and black. He is unhumanly beautiful and powerful and looks at me from the stove with deep piercing eyes. He also told me that there are many salamanders and showed me some who are small and all black and leave in the Earth, helping and taking care of any fermentation processes as well as of sprouting seeds and growing of the plants. Also there can be female or male salamanders. Mine is a male. One time the Salamander light the fire in the stove by himself (without me doing anything) so I know it was a friendly sign from my Patron demon. It was like I was outside doing some work around the house (as I had to) and when returned inside fire was burning in the stove and it was all warm and good in the room. Here are some pictures of the offering to my new friend.


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The slaughtered heart

Today I’ve seen a slaughtered heart, wrapped in a black wire and with a black candle burning on it. Then the sigil of Lord Belial. I saw this on an actual picture from the Internet, not in a dream or vision. It was a Black Magick work. As I saw the sigil of my Patron Demon near this, I asked Him what it was.

– A heart that cries for healing. Just like yours did, answered He.

One of the powers of Lord Bellial is to reconcile people and to make foes to become friends. This is written in any occult treatise and probably only few know why – it is because this demon opens up heart chakra. I connected with Him a year ago, asking to be helped with my  anger issues. He appeared to me, in a form of dragon, right after I set the intention. He manifested in the dark void, when I was between sleep and waking state. Then He asked me, rather grumpy:

– What do you want?
I told Him I wanted to get rid of anger and wrath that rips me from inside
– You’ll get this, said Belial.
I offered a red rose, only the flower without stem, which I gave holding it with both hands. Then I woke up. Next Full Moon I did a blood spell to connect with the Demon. Since then He is with me. It was not an easy path but He always wanted me to be respected and fully manifest my true potential. He is also very protective. I won’t be in a danger or at hard times without having Him close, in the physical plane, in a form or another. He won’t tolerate my bullshits either! 😛
Lirach Tasa Vefa Vehl Belial!



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Baphomet: ‘Behind every fear and every pain thou wilt find me. That’s why thou shouldt never be afraid’

Tonight I had some time so I thought after the regular void meditation I’d do a trance. So after I had quiet my mind and sat a while like that, I looked in the crown chakra (turning my closed physical eyes to the forehead), then focused in the third eye while remained centered in my Solar Plexus. I kept breathing and started to descend. I called for Hecate and she appeared. I said nothing and ask nothing because it wasn’t really anything to be asked or said. I sit a while in the presence of the Goddess. Then I felt Belial behind me. He was, as he appeared to me – huge and with beardy human face (sometimes he appears to me also huge but hooded and with face of void). I could see him with my rear vision. I sit again a while in the presence of Gods. It was dark. I kept breathing and stayed centered in my Solar Plexus while focused on the bow. Could not see anything.


Then suddenly appeared IT, the creepy clown. It was also huge and very frightening. He would open wide his mouth with yellow teeth, like he was trying to swallow me. It was like a muffled roar. I felt Belial behind me and did not scare. Almost at all. I kept breathing, not to loose my focus. The clown come closer, so close so I could see only his enormous face. Then roared again to me. He was surrounded by clouds of smoke I felt Belial behind and Hecate on my left side and did not fear. Then I started to fall. Gods weren’t with me anymore. Instead, I was falling through a smoke that was more and more thick. When the fall stopped I was really in the Underworld. It was dark, warm (but not hot) and very much smoke. I had a sense of familiarity, like I was there before. I felt comforted and safe. The place smelled like burned sage. The smoke dispelled slowly and I have seen Baphomet on a big chair. There were also torces on side. I have seen Him before and I wasn’t afraid of Him – He was always friendly with me, despite His frightening guise. Baphomet is also very wise. I felt again Belial was somewhere, but I couldn’t see Him. There were a gathering. Except Baphomet, everyone else was standing. A sense of respect and wisdom was somehow over there. Then Baphomet spoke to me:

‘You have to know this: behind every experience you call ‘bad’ – every fear, every pain, you’ll find me. That’s why thou shouldt never be afraid. but learn to fight and stay whole. I am your root chakra and I give you power to keep going. You’ll find me beyond every hardship no matter you can or cannot get through it, so know you’re actually safe’. After that I was spitted back into my world and had to deal with my numbed limbs. I am so grateful for this experience.

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Belial: Sex is simply a way to organize energies

Belial: Sex is simply a way to organize energies. Among many others. Emotions, feelings, arts, fights, war, spells do the same thing as well. When energies are ordered over a regular, geometric layout, there are conditions for a certain vibration to manifests itself. Living beings are just that: crossings of energy vortexes. Universe itself is the equally that for the Universe is as much alive and conscious as the individuals dwelling in it.
Certain emotions, like fear distort vibration and this is how manifesting a certain thing is blocked. Anger also my shape a certain manifestation. It gets a very specific touch (print) on the energetic pattern of the end result.