Invocation

Lucifer, the Morning Star
Who dispels the darkness
Before dawns of enlightenment and peace
Nourish the spark of knowledge in me 
Scatter and shatter the murk of doubts,
Raise my spirit so I can smite and vanquish dread.

Heal the fear, pain and weakness
Keep me whilst my awakening and understanding.

For you lead Mages and Sages
On the narrow paths of mysteries
Guarded by terror of Abyss, Void and Chaos.

Look after me while I am birthing the power out of fear
And knowledge out of the ignorance
In the shapeless surges of Nothingness.

From frozen stillness I clog before You,
Divine conjuring the Divine
In the rough wind of eternal, unraveling creation.
Like a giant cosmic flower bloom me in ecstasy
To fulfill the star seed long sprouting in me.

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The slaughtered heart

Today I’ve seen a slaughtered heart, wrapped in a black wire and with a black candle burning on it. Then the sigil of Lord Belial. I saw this on an actual picture from the Internet, not in a dream or vision. It was a Black Magick work. As I saw the sigil of my Patron Demon near this, I asked Him what it was.

– A heart that cries for healing. Just like yours did, answered He.

One of the powers of Lord Bellial is to reconcile people and to make foes to become friends. This is written in any occult treatise and probably only few know why – it is because this demon opens up heart chakra. I connected with Him a year ago, asking to be helped with my  anger issues. He appeared to me, in a form of dragon, right after I set the intention. He manifested in the dark void, when I was between sleep and waking state. Then He asked me, rather grumpy:

– What do you want?
I told Him I wanted to get rid of anger and wrath that rips me from inside
– You’ll get this, said Belial.
I offered a red rose, only the flower without stem, which I gave holding it with both hands. Then I woke up. Next Full Moon I did a blood spell to connect with the Demon. Since then He is with me. It was not an easy path but He always wanted me to be respected and fully manifest my true potential. He is also very protective. I won’t be in a danger or at hard times without having Him close, in the physical plane, in a form or another. He won’t tolerate my bullshits either! 😛
Lirach Tasa Vefa Vehl Belial!

 

Belial: Sex is simply a way to organize energies

Belial: Sex is simply a way to organize energies. Among many others. Emotions, feelings, arts, fights, war, spells do the same thing as well. When energies are ordered over a regular, geometric layout, there are conditions for a certain vibration to manifests itself. Living beings are just that: crossings of energy vortexes. Universe itself is the equally that for the Universe is as much alive and conscious as the individuals dwelling in it.
Certain emotions, like fear distort vibration and this is how manifesting a certain thing is blocked. Anger also my shape a certain manifestation. It gets a very specific touch (print) on the energetic pattern of the end result.