Never be a threshold dweller

A gab with a God

I just closed my eyes and… I was on a craggy peak. Thin, cold air was burning my lungs. There were a slight mist and the sky was cludy.

– Lirach Tasa Vefa Velich Belial…

– It was about time…

– What for now??

– A change. Life changes, It’s their nature. The very nature of the Universe – that is set in motion by the Spirit. Spirit is never still, for it is what drives everything forth.

– I am concerned about myself…

– Very selfless

– Wit…

– Sure.

– Will it be a hard one?

– If you’d know before hand what is to come, where’d be the fun then?

– So, is going to be a fun part, yet? Until now – not so much…

– You are complaining.

– Do I?

His brown cloack was fluttering in the almost fallen wind.

– Tell me something yet untold – a hidden truth about Universe, to take it with me down there. So I have You with me for all the rest of the time.

– I am always with you and will be for ever. And there are no hidden truths of the Universe. Literaly no secrets As part of the Universe, you already know everything.

– Are you part of the Universe, too?

– Yes and no.

– How that?

– While you call me forth with words that can be uttered by a being of this Universe, then I am.

– And there is… more?

– For sure.

– Can I stay in your presence for a while?

– As long as you can focus.

– Thank you.

Once again I closed eyes, trying to dam thoughts` waves. Scintilating lights were dancing behind my lids. Soon, too soon, air become more breathable and temperature warmer. I was in my gloomy room and Luna was barking outside. A slender rain began, quenching the Earth’s thirst.

Kali – goddess of revenge and nurturing

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Here you can find a very interesting writing about hindu Goddess Kali, associated or even conflated with Lilith by many Left Hand Path practitioners.

Hecate: “The will of every single human is a seed that impregnants Universe, giving birth to your reality”

Hecate appeared to me in the upper right corner of my black mirror, right after I came home from the hills where I called her forth, at the dusk, chanting Her Enn: “Anana Hecate ayer!”, holding a torch and my athame. as a human embodiment of Her Divine. There, on the hills, the huge orb of the Full Moon was right in front of me, shooting waves of overwhelming energy. Then I came back home, lit a candle and grab my scryig mirror. And She came. The Goddess was shifting shapes, from woman to fire dragon, back and forth. In the center of the mirror – the faded reflection of myself in scarce light of a candle on my altar. Behind, the black waters of darkness were waving as the Chaos itself, forever giving birth to Time and to Being.

– Do I have to fear what’s going on with the world?

– Do you feel like you should?

– No

– Then don’t

– Things are going to change much, it seems.

– It was time, don’t you think?

– …

– Many spells will be reversed and many curses lift. Some veils will fall from the eyes of mankind, then you will understand a few basic truths.

– Like?

– The “chosen people” are you – you, the entire mankind. Not a race, not a specific group, you all. From al species you were the one to embody the highest form of consciousness on this planet. THIS is what “chosen people” means. And trying to reverse a mistake turning upside down a part-true-part-lie is to make the same mistake, exactly the same, but upside down. You, humans, should get this and finally understand you are divine. All beings are sacred but from all of them, you have self-awareness so you are supposed to see your own divinity. This shift in consciousness was a long process prepared by the row of eclipses in the last years. You were with me through all process, so you probably realize now it was an expectable change…

– Still… some people are evil. And they do evil things.

– All people are in various stages of learning, figuring out how to do things and how can make them work properly. All people are in various stages of healing, this being a process of transmuting pain into serenity and disturbance into happiness. Alchemy is not that easy. It’s not supposed to be either.

– Ugh…

– ????

– I can’t get this. I just can’t. Some people are simply…. shaped wrongly.

– You can’t get it because you didn’t finish your own process of learning. But in the end, you’ll understand, I promise you.

– What we should do then? This damn sounds to me like “turn the other cheek” thing…

– I never said that. One behaves according to their level of understanding. Lessons should be taught when necessary. “Do what thou wilt” should still be the whole law. But this always comes with a price, because there’s a balance between someone’s will and the will of others. As the will of every single human is a seed that impregnants Universe, giving birth to the very reality of yours. A new world is now to come to life. You needed this, wanted this and manifested it. Will it be “better” – whatever would mean? Will it be more kind? Will it make your life easier and more resourceful? Well, this entirely depends on you. Because you are the “Architects of your Universe” – “great” or not so, but definitely the architects.

– …

– If there are no other questions…

– I bid thee Hail! and Farwell. Anana Hecate ayer!

The dark waters of my scrying mirror slowly settled down while the energy of my Goddess dispelled, eventually vanishing in a scent of lavender and burned bay leaves.

Invocation

Lucifer, the Morning Star
Who dispels the darkness
Before dawns of enlightenment and peace
Nourish the spark of knowledge in me 
Scatter and shatter the murk of doubts,
Raise my spirit so I can smite and vanquish dread.

Heal the fear, pain and weakness
Keep me whilst my awakening and understanding.

For you lead Mages and Sages
On the narrow paths of mysteries
Guarded by terror of Abyss, Void and Chaos.

Look after me while I am birthing the power out of fear
And knowledge out of the ignorance
In the shapeless surges of Nothingness.

From frozen stillness I clog before You,
Divine conjuring the Divine
In the rough wind of eternal, unraveling creation.
Like a giant cosmic flower bloom me in ecstasy
To fulfill the star seed long sprouting in me.

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The Salamander in my stove

 

My heart was pounding hard the ribs’ cage when I arrived at the village where I was moving. It was late in the night and I could feel powerfully the energetic imprint of the Dark Divine. I felt the back extension of Anahata pulsing and my black wings were about to unfold.
Lord Belial informed me beforehand I will be protected as well as will be the house. I was keeping reciting His enn on the way there: Lirach Tasa Vefa Velich Belial.
In the first few nights every single time I woke up I felt the presence of the powerful demon around. Like He was keeping an eye on me. The energy of the house was very clean and in the first morning I started to ask myself about who can be the spirits of the house and what offering should I make to them. Then Lord Belial told me they are from His Legions. “You’ll see”, He said.

At the New Moon I called forth Goddess Hecate to assist me at a destruction ritual – I burned everything what did not serve me anymore, including some books form my abrahamic path. I kept opening the stove door then all of a sudden I saw a spirit though camera lens. He looked like a man, just small, well-built, bearded, with breastplates and with a spear. Eyes were dark. There wasn’t even a shadow of smile on his face. He looked like he guarded the fire. I knew right away he was a a fire elemental. Also I freaked out. He realized I saw him and got scared, so he disappeared. Since I moved in the house, I light the fire very easy every day and feel his presence like a protective spirit. The wood in the stove lasts really long. The energy of the house is as I said, very clean. So I dared to ask some questions. He told me he was sent by my Patron to whose legions he belonged. Also he confirmed he was a fire elemental. He told me he lives in fire and had the power over it but was not made from fire. Actually he doesn’t have a body at all. He is a pure spirit. The Salamander instructed me to keep the stove clean, without crumbs and stains as it is the place where he lives. Also teach me how to light the fire easy and to change my way of clothing so I stay warm even outside without being dressed too heavy. I cleaned the stove very well and my room and made an offering to him – some dried herbs, turmeric and olive oil. He asked for frankincense next day, which I did. He like mint and sage as well. I tried to offer him abit of banana and a strawberry but he told me eat them myself. “It would be like I’d give you some Uranium, so you don’t miss the experience of having an Uranium meal. 🙂
After a wile, he gained trust in me also was assured I won’t freak out and showed the real shape, as a beautiful salamander with ruby eyes and a wavy strong body in the color of white ashes with abit of dark ruby and black. He is unhumanly beautiful and powerful and looks at me from the stove with deep piercing eyes. He also told me that there are many salamanders and showed me some who are small and all black and leave in the Earth, helping and taking care of any fermentation processes as well as of sprouting seeds and growing of the plants. Also there can be female or male salamanders. Mine is a male. One time the Salamander light the fire in the stove by himself (without me doing anything) so I know it was a friendly sign from my Patron demon. It was like I was outside doing some work around the house (as I had to) and when returned inside fire was burning in the stove and it was all warm and good in the room. Here are some pictures of the offering to my new friend.

 

Rite of passage

– Lirach Tasa Vefa Velhic Belial. Lirach Tasa…

– How’s you, little one? Feelings are stirring your mind, I see.

– Are you disappointed?

– Not particularly happy. But you gotta learn something from this.

– Will you stil be my Patron Demon?

– Always!

– I am grateful…

– You have to go now. In the world bellow there is a life awaiting for you. Feel it, live it, learn from it. Learn your lesson. It’ll be a hard lesson.

– Will he….

– No. He won’t hurt you. It’ll be just hard…

Now, let’s sit a while in silence before you leave. No need to tell you know where to find me.

The slaughtered heart

Today I’ve seen a slaughtered heart, wrapped in a black wire and with a black candle burning on it. Then the sigil of Lord Belial. I saw this on an actual picture from the Internet, not in a dream or vision. It was a Black Magick work. As I saw the sigil of my Patron Demon near this, I asked Him what it was.

– A heart that cries for healing. Just like yours did, answered He.

One of the powers of Lord Bellial is to reconcile people and to make foes to become friends. This is written in any occult treatise and probably only few know why – it is because this demon opens up heart chakra. I connected with Him a year ago, asking to be helped with my  anger issues. He appeared to me, in a form of dragon, right after I set the intention. He manifested in the dark void, when I was between sleep and waking state. Then He asked me, rather grumpy:

– What do you want?
I told Him I wanted to get rid of anger and wrath that rips me from inside
– You’ll get this, said Belial.
I offered a red rose, only the flower without stem, which I gave holding it with both hands. Then I woke up. Next Full Moon I did a blood spell to connect with the Demon. Since then He is with me. It was not an easy path but He always wanted me to be respected and fully manifest my true potential. He is also very protective. I won’t be in a danger or at hard times without having Him close, in the physical plane, in a form or another. He won’t tolerate my bullshits either! 😛
Lirach Tasa Vefa Vehl Belial!

 

Healing technique

Lord Amon: There are two kinds of darkness – a healthy darkness, which usually is void and absolute black and a darkness that needs to heal. It doesn’t feel quite right, it might be scary or burdening and it sometimes may appear like being wet or swampy. When you’ll encounter this, you’ll just know. At such time you may fly to me and take some yellow dust of my pure light and sprinkle it over what needs to be healed. The light will fade, but it will also dry and close the wounds, transmuting everything into ripe ground with fresh smell and purified energy. You already know to fly, so there shouldn’t be a problem at all to come and take some of my light, Night Wings. 
Enn: Avage Secore Amon Ninan

Rune: Sowilo

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