Spirituality and Mysticism, Theistic Satanism

I was meant to

I was meant to be of darkness. It long sprouted in me all the years I was struggling to adorn what I called my soul with what they called light and what they called mercy.

I was meant to be unholy and unclean as this is to be “contaminated” with the very Earth holiness – the dirt on the hands and feet, the smell of grass on my skin and smoke of the firewood in my hair.
I was meant to be “doomed” as this is the fate of all people throwing truth in the face of society.
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Ancient Gods and Goddesses, Automatic writing and chanelling, Demons and Dragons, Energy work

Hecate: “The will of every single human is a seed that impregnants Universe, giving birth to your reality”

Hecate appeared to me in the upper right corner of my black mirror, right after I came home from the hills where I called her forth, at the dusk, chanting Her Enn: “Anana Hecate ayer!”, holding a torch and my athame. as a human embodiment of Her Divine. There, on the hills, the huge orb of the Full Moon was right in front of me, shooting waves of overwhelming energy. Then I came back home, lit a candle and grab my scryig mirror. And She came. The Goddess was shifting shapes, from woman to fire dragon, back and forth. In the center of the mirror – the faded reflection of myself in scarce light of a candle on my altar. Behind, the black waters of darkness were waving as the Chaos itself, forever giving birth to Time and to Being.
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– Do I have to fear what’s going on with the world?
– Do you feel like you should?
– No
– Then don’t
– Things are going to change much, it seems.
– It was time, don’t you think?
– …
– Many spells will be reversed and many curses lift. Some veils will fall from the eyes of mankind, then you will understand a few basic truths.
– Like?
– The “chosen people” are you – you, the entire mankind. Not a race, not a specific group, you all. From al species you were the one to embody the highest form of consciousness on this planet. THIS is what “chosen people” means. And trying to reverse a mistake turning upside down a part-true-part-lie is to make the same mistake, exactly the same, but upside down. You, humans, should get this and finally understand you are divine. All beings are sacred but from all of them, you have self-awareness so you are supposed to see your own divinity. This shift in consciousness was a long process prepared by the row of eclipses in the last years. You were with me through all process, so you probably realize now it was an expectable change…
– Still… some people are evil. And they do evil things.
– All people are in various stages of learning, figuring out how to do things and how can make them work properly. All people are in various stages of healing, this being a process of transmuting pain into serenity and disturbance into happiness. Alchemy is not that easy. It’s not supposed to be either.
– Ugh…
– ????
– I can’t get this. I just can’t. Some people are simply…. shaped wrongly.
– You can’t get it because you didn’t finish your own process of learning. But in the end, you’ll understand, I promise you.
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– What we should do then? This damn sounds to me like “turn the other cheek” thing…
– I never said that. One behaves according to their level of understanding. Lessons should be taught when necessary. “Do what thou wilt” should still be the whole law. But this always comes with a price, because there’s a balance between someone’s will and the will of others. As the will of every single human is a seed that impregnants Universe, giving birth to the very reality of yours. A new world is now to come to life. You needed this, wanted this and manifested it. Will it be “better” – whatever would mean? Will it be more kind? Will it make your life easier and more resourceful? Well, this entirely depends on you. Because you are the “Architects of your Universe” – “great” or not so, but definitely the architects.
– …
– If there are no other questions…
– I bid thee Hail! and Farwell. Anana Hecate ayer!
The dark waters of my scrying mirror slowly settled down while the energy of my Goddess dispelled, eventually vanishing in a scent of lavender and burned bay leaves.
Demons and Dragons, Occult, Ancient Mysteries, Spirituality and Mysticism

Invocation

Lucifer, the Morning Star
Who dispels the darkness
Before dawns of enlightenment and peace
Nourish the spark of knowledge in me 
Scatter and shatter the murk of doubts,
Raise my spirit so I can smite and vanquish dread.

Heal the fear, pain and weakness
Keep me whilst my awakening and understanding.

For you lead Mages and Sages
On the narrow paths of mysteries
Guarded by terror of Abyss, Void and Chaos.

Look after me while I am birthing the power out of fear
And knowledge out of the ignorance
In the shapeless surges of Nothingness.

From frozen stillness I clog before You,
Divine conjuring the Divine
In the rough wind of eternal, unraveling creation.
Like a giant cosmic flower bloom me in ecstasy
To fulfill the star seed long sprouting in me.

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Spirituality and Mysticism, Theistic Satanism

pentagrama

“As I understand practical Satanic philosophy, self-confidence is certainly a virtue, but arrogance is a definite pitfall. There is a wide difference between each of these characteristics. Confidence means that one is sure of their beliefs, and is not really threatened by a challenge. Therefore, the tone of the conversation can be civil and productive. Arrogance means that one is threatened by another’s beliefs, and that the arrogant person does not respect the free will of the other person in a conversation.”

Confidence vs. Arrogance: A Theistic Satanist’s Perspective

Spirituality and Mysticism

… And if you are Christian

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… I’ll remember you are human too and used to be my brother before your freedom was robbed and sold in an exchange of an illusory salvation.
Back in the time we all were children of Old Gods so you are still my brother. If you are Christian I will remember you are an outcast, unrooted from your own body, plucked from earth and thrown on the verge of asphalted roads to wither in a Sun that cannot nourish you anymore.
I will feel sorry – for you, for me, for the mankind, but I will still love you in the name of the Dark Mother who brought us all into being by the will of the Divine.
If you are Christian I will embrace your fragility, fear, clinging on “light’ and I will remember I was just like you before having the strength to stand under the lightless sky and call the Divine on their True Name.
If you are Christian I will see you as an weaker render of me and I will hold space for you, brother.
If you are Christian I will love your light in the name of the Darkness and if needed I would do it with the violent grip of demons who hold me whole when I summon Void an Chaos themselves. I will not expect you to understand either.
Come, brother, sit with me, by my Pagan fire, and let us remember the time we hold together to warm up in the howling terror of ancient nights, before the caves who would shelter us, like the very womb of the Goddess.
Ave Satanis! 🖤

Energy work, Magic, Magick, Withcraft, Sorcery, Occult, Ancient Mysteries

Dark magick

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Magick is essentially dark as it draws its force from the fertility of Earth and the very unconscious of the witch, transmuted through free will into a demiurgic work. Magick is essentially dark as it aims to rearrange the dark matter who binds the Universe, in order to bent reality by the desire of the mage. Like any act of creation, magick is born in darkness and from it.

Demons and Dragons, Occult, Ancient Mysteries, Spirituality and Mysticism

Rite of passage

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– Lirach Tasa Vefa Velhic Belial. Lirach Tasa…

– How’s you, little one? Feelings are stirring your mind, I see.

– Are you disappointed?

– Not particularly happy. But you gotta learn something from this.

– Will you stil be my Patron Demon?

– Always!

– I am grateful…

– You have to go now. In the world bellow there is a life awaiting for you. Feel it, live it, learn from it. Learn your lesson. It’ll be a hard lesson.

– Will he….

– No. He won’t hurt you. It’ll be just hard…

Now, let’s sit a while in silence before you leave. No need to tell you know where to find me.

Demons and Dragons, Magic, Magick, Withcraft, Sorcery, Occult, Ancient Mysteries, Spirituality and Mysticism

The slaughtered heart

Today I’ve seen a slaughtered heart, wrapped in a black wire and with a black candle burning on it. Then the sigil of Lord Belial. I saw this on an actual picture from the Internet, not in a dream or vision. It was a Black Magick work. As I saw the sigil of my Patron Demon near this, I asked Him what it was.

– A heart that cries for healing. Just like yours did, answered He.

One of the powers of Lord Bellial is to reconcile people and to make foes to become friends. This is written in any occult treatise and probably only few know why – it is because this demon opens up heart chakra. I connected with Him a year ago, asking to be helped with my  anger issues. He appeared to me, in a form of dragon, right after I set the intention. He manifested in the dark void, when I was between sleep and waking state. Then He asked me, rather grumpy:

– What do you want?
I told Him I wanted to get rid of anger and wrath that rips me from inside
– You’ll get this, said Belial.
I offered a red rose, only the flower without stem, which I gave holding it with both hands. Then I woke up. Next Full Moon I did a blood spell to connect with the Demon. Since then He is with me. It was not an easy path but He always wanted me to be respected and fully manifest my true potential. He is also very protective. I won’t be in a danger or at hard times without having Him close, in the physical plane, in a form or another. He won’t tolerate my bullshits either! 😛
Lirach Tasa Vefa Vehl Belial!

 

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Occult, Ancient Mysteries, Spirituality and Mysticism

Flaws – the tesseract of creation

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I was yesterday talking with an advanced Satanic Mage who told me the crown of creation is considered to be Androgynous, born by the union of the feminine and masculine energies. From this neutral form of being, the practitioner told me, everything else can be created through a focused will. Androgynous is therefore both epitome of creation and the blueprint of the existing world.
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